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I mean, chatgpt can easily create basic code without issues.

But as soon as you desire something more it might fall apart and then there is where dumb luck comes in.

I believe that nature will adapt too. Maybe everything is too fast. But once everything will die that cant live in this heat, there will still be nature that developes and mutates just to create a balance again.

And we will definetly survive somehow. Some poor people with redneck engineering but also rich people obviously. There is always a way. Even in chaos and destruction.

Upsides: You can create a cult where they believe in you as a god, because you will live for eternity.

Nono, you got a point.

I don’t want to transition. I am 100% male and this will not change, but I still wanna dress sometimes like a gothic queen. Will happen for Halloween.

But I still feel like people care. Even small changes on me get attention. I guess it depends if you learned lots of peoplr and friends in University or not.

I think when Learning new people, it might have an influence. But idk. I never tried it because I am afraid.

I can relate.

Everytime I see some Gucci stuff on someone, I feel hard sad for them or sometimes cringe, because all the money they once had, was spent on something worthless in my eyes. They also look more unsympathic by having those brand stuff on them, so its a lot that plays in.

But if they don’t look entirely iced out, then I mostly don’t even notice that the person has Expensive brand clothes or generally popular brands. I mostly see the overall design or the colors besides the Human and the face. I have my energy somehwere else to invest than thinking on ehat brands someone is wearing. A sometimes I secretly judge if they are trying very hard to be something like iced out. (With iced out I mean, trying to look rich with Gucci clothes or something similar.

Pretty sure its totaly wrong. There is no connection.

Chinese food, sushi or Indian Wok, all do not have thr smell, compared to me making a specific rice at home at is entirely unrelated.

Another Person commented with a prpbability of the Mailard Reaction, which sounds like it makes the most sense, but I didn’t broke up yhe topic scientifically to say “yeah, that is exactly it”

I think this makes a bit sense. Yeah

Why does rice smell like Cinema or Popcorn or smth.

I don’t know if its rice specific and neither do I know what rice I used to cook (I’m not Asian).

Huh, wait. You can play it in VR? How?

(It was my wish 3 years ago)

I also realize that taking so often or much of some medicaments could harm your liver.

So I would recommend to see if you can reduce the dosage after week or so when the pain finally reduces a bit.

I am also unsure how much liver damage you can get, maybe I am just paranoid and its not that severe.

Yeah, better use something that isn’t ARM

(In germany, arm means poor)

Thats what I thought too when reading the German sentence xd

No, the pillow says Aloa Vera Microfiber.

Edit: Ah fuck. I see that the filling is Polyester. It had a big writing on it with “Aloa Vera Microfiber Pillow”… but thats only whats covering the Polyester…

I guess I like it simple and flat?

Well, my fav is Aloa Vera filling. But I didn’t had much pillows to experience like you both.

Especially when being a guest, I don’t know what kind of filling the pillow has.

My ex broke up because I revived an important problem that was a month old, but she eskalated and broke up. Didnt hurt as she had too many red flags she couldnt fix.

We had a hotel that couldnt be canceled and I was alone with it and payed it alone too. I talked about this issue in a discord dating server and a Person DMed me.

We both also talked how we both dont want a reltationship in future after having both similar issues. But somehow, we both were too attractive and had the best sex in our both’s life. We also are very similar and tend to be the person who we dreamed of to have as a partner.

Now life goes on and we are a bit too far away, still. After University we plan to come together and meet every vacation for the best sex again.

I was accepting and embracing the void with the addition to focus on myself and isolate a bit. I loved the idea to finally be able to focus on myself only, but got the love of my life instead.

I still can focus on myself easily for some reason. Other relationships dragged my entire focus onto them as I always had problems that I wasnt allowed to talk about. But with her I easily can talk about anything

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One family does that. And while they have a house, they never have enough money for something.